I love Memphis!

It's raining. It's pouring. The old man is snoring. It's been raining like crazy out here. I'm so not used to it. I also hate driving in the rain so that has sucked as well.

I finally started work! It's been good so far, not my favorite thing. But I need the money. I need it bad so I've been sucking it up. I have to pay my bills and get my own place. I'm working customer service for a security systems place. So not bad so far. We're in training still so we haven't hit the floor yet. We've also taken some calls and dealt with them. I like the people I'm training with so that's good. I just hope we all work together. I also need to find a second job so I can get ahead.
I miss Memphis. It's so hard without him. I can't wait for him to come out here. Once I have my own place and save some money, he'll get to come out here so I'm glad!
* Colah

I know I talked about this on my blog but I just wanted to write it out here..

I miss my puppy.. Well she is almost 5 years old now but I've always called her my puppy. We decided it would be best to find her a new home.

We weren't supposed to have pets here but I brought Oreo home anyway. My mom has always given me shit for it.. And over the years we've all started to spend less and less time with her. I don't think that's right. She is a very healthy dog, up to date on her shots, roof over her head, very friendly & lovable but she just couldn't be here anymore.

I wanted to find a family that would pay a lot of attention to her and give her a lot of love. We found that family and she is there now. I'm just so sad about it.

I was around when her mom was pregnant. I helped deliver the ten puppies. I helped bottle feed the puppies the whole time. I picked her out (well she picked me out) and I've had her forever. Her whole life.

And I just feel horrible. I know I made the right choice with finding a great family for her.. But it still hurts. I keep thinking that I'll hear her bark and run up to the door when I come in. And when I go out to smoke, I sit with her and talk to her. I talked to her everytime I pulled my car into the driveway.

I just feel so sad :(

I love you Oreo. I'll miss you & I'll never forget you.
~ Nicolah

I'm going to be badly sick or something. My throat is killing me & I can't stop coughing. Slight fever also. I was feeling better too so I thought I was getting over it but I guess not.

We went Christmas shopping today. I didn't buy much of anything. Actually all I bought was Starbucks and Jamba lol. My mom did all the major shopping. I need to actually buy stuff lol. I haven't really gotten anyone anything. I don't even know what to get anyone.

Oh, so they decided to get rid of all sport teams in this high school district starting next year. All athletic teams are canceled in the East Side High School district. Isn't that crazy? So everyone is planning on transferring out. My mom & dad are planning on having my brother go to a different school in a different district also. 40 teams will be gone (23 boys and 17 girls) and 45 teachers will be let go due to budget. 2 million dollars.

My brother has been in a tournament this week. They've won 2 games. And Friday night is the championship game. It's been expensive to go.. A guy hit on me this last game. It was funny. I was just like "um I'm married" lmfao.

I need sleep. Boo. It's so cold in this house.
~ Nicolah

I just wanted to make sure this works =)